My darling Abigale, 19 years of life.
I miss you so much every single day. I will never forget the single worst day of my life, December 11th, 2012... waking up next to you without a pulse or a breath left in you.
I wish I had known what drugs and how many you had taken before you went to sleep that night, but I didn't know at all. Ultimately though, it wouldn't have mattered. Nobody, not even me, could ever stop you from doing what you wanted in life. Ironically, that quality is just one of the myriad of things that made you such a unique and incredible person.
I am blessed to have had you as my girlfriend for an entire year, and to have lived with you for those three wonderful months. Although I will move on just like I know you would want me to, I will never, ever forget you. I know how much you loved me, and I really hope you knew how much I loved you. I feel honored that I was lucky enough to know you as well as I did. I knew you better than anyone in this entire world, including anyone in your family. I just hope you know that I loved you so much because I knew you so well. You were easily the most kind, gentle, and caring person I have ever met... and most likely will ever meet.
You had much pain and suffering in your short life... much more than anyone (least of all, you) deserves to have. I'm so grateful that I was able to add so much joy to your life in your final year on Earth. Although your absence pains me greatly, I am sincerely happy for you that you are no longer have to suffer from manic depression. You left this world in the best way possible... quickly and painlessly.
You were my absolute best friend, and you will always be in my heart. Rest in peace, my sweet, beautiful Abigale.
Love you forever,