My Darling Girl.

by Julie

On the 8 December 2009 my beautiful daughter Danielle died in an head on collision....she was 21yrs old.

To say that my heart is broken is an understatement....I am a lost soul forever. Dark days followed by darker days seem the new normal for me now, a life without her is no life at all. I claw through each day just praying that I reach the end so that I can fall asleep to block the pain out.

Although to others my life may sound unthinkable and many may say things will get better, but them words only come from someone who hasn't felt the worst loss ever.

That BLACK day will haunt me forever, she didn't die alone, I died with her.

Dan I love you ♥

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Apr 25, 2011
swings and roundabouts....
by: Julie

hello Kay

hope your ok :)

so sorry for your loss too~totally heartbreaking for us. I never knew I had so many emotions one day I feel ok then the next I feel life is hopeless.

The real world feels much like an alien place now for me, I don't fit anymore. Everyones lifes keep moving but for me I'm stuck, on that day with my baby girl. For sure I died that day my heart broke and I will never be mended~ever.

But being a mum to 2 other beautiful children makes me carry on fighting~I will not give up for their sakes.

much love to you and your family xx

Mar 15, 2011
by: kay

I am so deeply sorry for the loss of your beautiful Danielle.I am feeling much the same after the loss of my 23 year old son Dean in May 2010. He rolled his car on the way to work, died instantly. I read your words and I relate to them so much. I wake up each day and think....ohh no I have to drag myself through another day. Its so hard, I miss my wonderful boy so much. When I go out I see young people and my heart aches so badly I think I will have a heart attack...I know now what real heartache is...just as you do..I have no answers for you as I am lost myself but I do send you love, hope and healing. You are in my thoughts and all I can say is to try to take one step one day at a time.xxxxxx

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