My daughter Sharmaine would have been 35 tomorrow
by Jennifer Wilson
Tomorrow is a day that I am not looking forward to, I don't want to open my eyes in the morning. . how do I get through the day without tears. You see on June 21 2012 my Sharmaine left this world after suffering a massive heart attack that was put down to the over use of prescription drugs. Not only did she leave me behind to try and make sense of this but she left her 2 beautiful children behind. Not only has Sharmaine's passing left my life empty, but her babies are scared and coping in there own personal ways. my grandchildren give me a reason to believe that you have to be able to get though the turmoil, however it does nothelp me with the fefeeling of helplessness that I feel that I could not find a way to stop or help my beautiful Sharmaine. The pain is something that you just can't explain. mine and my grandchildrens lives have been changed forever, how do we get through this. ..