My Davie

It ended too soon sweetie. I miss you so much. Christmas was horrible this year and I keep wanting to hold your hand. I still really don't want to believe you are gone. I don't want the funeral. I don't want all this at all. I just want you back.
I know that isn't going to happen but it feels like I have been ripped apart. I love you Davie, I love you so much that it is unbearable.
I hope you knew that. I was so happy with you despite it all. You were my power, my helpmate and my beautiful man. I wish I could tell you all this.
At least it was quick my sweet. It was quick and you did not feel pain. You were surrounded by people who cared. But I want to hold your hand again, I want to hear your voice. I hate seeing your car in the driveway. I miss you so puppy. I miss you. I cannot believe I am a widow. It was too short baby. Short but so good. All My Love. Oh, I love you. Natty Noo xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx