My Eternal Love
My best friend, partner, lover and wife died suddenly this summer because of the negligence of the medical industry. We were friends since childhood, and spouses since adulthood, almost thirty years. I am consumed by grief and despair. People say it is very fresh and stay busy, but when someone is integrated into your life from childhood your feelings of great loss will never change. I lone to be with my her, sitting at our grave every day waiting for the end. She was the best of persons, friendly and kind to all. The best part of my miserable life she was, guiding me through it like a beautiful angel. I suspect I will be tortured with a long miserable life, where I will have what people call success, but I will just be waiting to join her in the grave. I wish to leave here daily, but family and friends always tell you the obligations and cons of an early departure. My mind is no longer in the land of the living though my body is still here, my mind left that tragic night to the land of the dead with my beloved leaving a shell of a man.