My everything passed away ...
(Forsyth GA USA)
My name is Mary and my soulmate was Joseph ( Joey ) ... to tell you my story I have to go back to my son , my only child , my world , I tried to find a good man to help raise him but God had other plans , I raised him alone and from the time he was 10 I stopped dating , told all my friends and my son God would bring me someone when my son turned 18 , I couldnt work for those years because of a back Injury so I didnt go anywhere to meet anyone new .... all my friends would say to me , well your never going to meet anyone sitting at home , I would tell then when my son turns 18 God will send him to me , some way some how , I always had the faith , (my sons birthday is 2-14-1984) so on 1-2-2002 , Joey walked in my new home with a new friend I had just met a month before ... we started dating a month later seriously , he had already had a heart attack ,and a stent put in, and a long family history of bad hearts ... we never really fought and we were together 24/7 , didnt have a lot of money, with both of us not really being able to work but we were happy together and as the years passed his heart started to get very week , we fought a hard fight he has a pacemaker / defibrillator , had a IV of meds straight to his heart , ( he was bedridden at this point )...then he had a L.V.A.D.(left ventricular assist device heartmate ii ) put in ... My Joey passed away on 2-14-12 , God gave him to me for ten wonderful years ... I took care of Joey 24/7 for the last 4 yrs , he was my everything and now ... I am so lost and feel so alone . Im not sure how to move on from this loss now.