My mother passed away 2 days ago (may 3rd) from numerous things like a heart attack and health issues. I was so dependable on my mother, she did everything for me like cook me food, bring my plate and gave me her last and was always there for me even when i thought she wasnt. She was an alcoholic and did drugs so that definitely caused her death also. I just want to wake up and see my mother again. Losing my first love is by far the hardest thing i could ever go through and i dont know how im going to overcome this tradgedy. Please come back mommy , i love you too much to see you leave this earth.