My First Born Son Steven .........you are forever in my heart!

by Brenda
(Overland Park, Kansas)


Dear Steven,

It has been almost a year since you walked out that basement door......
Never to return.
There isn't an hour that goes by that I don't think of you! I miss you so very much!
Our family is broken, we are lost without you.
This Journey that has been thrust at us, is " THE HARDEST THING WE HAVE EVER BEEN FORCED TO DO........." There are not words to describe the pain!!!!!
We live one hour at a time, we are different people.
There are so many unanswered questions, that we may never learn the answers to.
It is still an on going criminal case.....
And hopefully one day there will be new leads.......
However, this will not bring you back.......
We continue to hold you in our hearts and we miss you and we love you......
And one day we will be reunited ........

Love, mom and dad
Bobby and Honor

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Oct 17, 2013
My warrior
by: Anonymous

I too recently lost my only son in March 2013. He was 27 years old. I continually go back to the very last day I saw him rushing out the door on that fateful day. After his fall, I stayed by his side 24/7; but his injuries were too severe and we had to make a decision no parent should ever have to make. He was my warrior and most days I am lost....I am learning; however, that reaching out to others who are going through the same pain and grief does offer a small amount of relief at times. Take care of yourself...be good to yourself...they will always be with us!

Oct 17, 2013
My warrior
by: Anonymous

I too recently lost my only son in March 2013. He was 27 years old. I continually go back to the very last day I saw him rushing out the door on that fateful day. After his fall, I stayed by his side 24/7; but his injuries were too severe and we had to make a decision no parent should ever have to make. He was my warrior and most days I am lost....I am learning; however, that reaching out to others who are going through the same pain and grief does offer a small amount of relief at times. Take care of yourself...be good to yourself...they will always be with us!

Apr 19, 2013
First born son
by: Leticia

My prayers are with you. I loss my first born son also at the age 37 years old. He was a single father of five and died on his work on the fwy follow by a heart attack that killed him. I thank god no one else was hurt. I miss him so much and am so heartbroken. I just can't crying and grieving. I pray everyday and there is not one day that goes by that I don't think about him. I miss him so much and just can't get over it. He was such a good son and father. I want him back so bad and know I will never hear his voice telling me he loves me and always so thankful and such a humble person.. I know how your feeling. It's horrible and I'll never be the same without him. I just want to be with him. Love grieving mom

Apr 19, 2013
Your first born
by: Leticia

My prayers go out to you and your family. I just lost my first born son on Sept 14, 2012. The most painful thing any parent could go through. I cry everyday wishing my son was home with me. He was a single father of five and loss his life having a heart attack on his way to work on the fwy. Thank god no one was hurt. My life will never be the same. I know the pain your in. It's unbearable. I miss him so much. There is not one day I don't think of him. Prayers to all of us. Grieving mom

Apr 19, 2013
My First Born Son-forever i our hearts
by: Pat J.Green Bay,WI

Dear Brenda,
I am so sorry for the loss of your son. I can only imagine.
My husband will be gone 2 years on June 27th. He died from a massive heart attack, the day after our 46th anniversary. The death of your son, by the hands of someone elses has to devastating.
We never truly get over their death hiwever they died. We just slowly learn how to go on without them, always keeping them tucked saely in our heart.
Cherish your memories. Their spirit will always be with us. I still talk to my husband everyday. The first time one of my sons heard me talking, he asked who I was talking to. I told him his ad. He said, dad isn't going to answer you; no he doesn't but it keeps me close to him.
God gives us enormous strength when we need it. I ask my God for strength everyday.
Our journey isn't an esy one. i know what it feels like to lose my husband after alomost 50 years, but a child has to be oh so muh worse. You are in my thoughts.

Apr 19, 2013
My First Born Son Steven...... you are forever in my heart!
by: Doreen U.K.

Brenda I am sorry for your families loss of Steven from your life.
A harsh pain for a mom and dad to lose a child/Adult Child and a sibling.
It is almost coming up to a year I lost my Husband Steve from a deadly cancer. The grief journey goes on and the pain is unbearable some days and some days we get a break from the sorrow. But it is always there. We will bear the scars of this type of loss forever. I am told it will get easier in time. But for us TIME will only ever be one day at a time. That is all we are given and it is all we can Cope with in Life.
May God bring Comfort to you and your family and heal your broken hearts from the loss of Steven.

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