My gram, best person I've ever known.
My grandmom passed away today at 94 years old. Even though I'm 26 and should be old enough to handle a death, I don't no how to deal with it. It feels like a part of me died with her today. She wasn't just that old grandmom, both my grandparents played a huge role in my life. They only had me and my older brother. They loved us so much, took us everywhere, and gave us everything we needed as well as all their love and support. My grandmom truly was one in a million. She was just an amazing person. My grandpop is still alive and they were married 73 years last Sunday. I feel so sad for him, I no he must be destroyed, he loved her so much. More then words could describe. The saddest part that hurts me so much is that she was healthy all the way up until 6 months ago. She had to go in a stupid nursing home ( I hated that place) and by the end she didn't even no who we were. She had gotten dementia really bad towards the end. It was so hard to watch her decline so fast in that nursing home. So part of me feels she is at peace now. These past few months she wasn't living any kind of quality of life. She went peacefully today. I saw her a couple days ago and I told her I loved her. The part that is hard to grasp is that she's actually gone and not coming back. She's the only grandmom I ever had. She ment the world to me. I will love her forever. I love you gram always, I hope you are now at peace. May god take care of you now.