(Kane ,Illinois , USA)
It has been a week since her visitation. She had died on October 9th at 7:02 pm. She was 72 and like my mom because I never lived with my mom. She had been battling cancer for a little over a year and a half. I had been handling it well. What I tried to do was just convince myself that nothing was wrong and it had been like that all my life, but the thing was it hadn't. She was a very stubborn lady and lasted longer than 3 months which is the time frame her doctor gave her.I was sitting right next to her in her bed when she died, I was so shaken up that I had to be in a different room when they took her. I miss her so much. I just don't know how to handle it. What I have been doing is I won't cry tell I have gone to bed so that none knows. Is that a bad thing?