My dead

by Diana

Every Sunday for the past 15 years my grandfather would come over. Our family is very complicated and I am adopted. My birth parents were on drugs but we would still have communication with my grandfather. At first, it was nothing special and now looking back it was tough to see him because of the situation my brother and I were in. Those days were sooo special though. Every day for the past year I would call my grandfather up every day during lunch just to say hello and talk. He really became a very important person in my life. But here I am writing about his death. How could he be dead????? On Feb. 3 he had a six hour heart surgery. On Saturday night the next day I saw him for the last time. On Sunday at 3:59 he past away. I keep reliving those 48 hours to see and hold on to him one last time. The person I love,trusted and the only person who held our family together is gone. It will be two months this Thursday and let me tell you the pain is sooooooooo bad I can not describe it. I don't know what to do, I love him so much and miss him so much more. Please help.

He was in a lot of movies including Saturday Night Fever. I made a YouTube video and it is called-Sam Coppola The Final Applause. Please watch.
Thank you

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May 07, 2012
Mine is dead
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I miss mine too:( you'll get better....

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