My Grandma died a day before my Birthday
by Georgiana Gherasim
So i woke up, it was October 2nd and i was happy because my birthday would be on the following day, and then i saw the light turned on on the hallway and i heard my brother speaking with my mum about booking a flight and i realized straight away what had happened because that week my grandma felt really sick, cos she's been fighting leukemia for a long time and she was sick, and i knew that she was dead. So i just laid in my bed till my mum came to my room and took my laptop and said "Your brother need this to book a flight to Romania" and i just asked "Did she die" and she nodded and left. I started crying and i tried to stop myself because i had school and i didn't want people to see me cry. Anyway i felt broken for the whole day. My mum booked a flight for that night and she left to Romania, i felt worst when she left. I mean just thinking about how she felt. I mean her mother died, i felt so sorry for her and for my whole family especially my Granddad, which is also sick, he got heart problems,so i am totally broken. And now 3rd October, My birthday is the worst day ever. i mean how can i celebrate my 16th birthday when my mum is gone, my grandma is dead. It feels like its a punishment or something. Maybe God, wanted to punish me for taking my Grandma away before my birthday. I mean is this some sort of present??
And I cried most of the day, and i cannot think or do anything else,to distract myself. And i don't think i can ever celebrate my birthday because i will always remember. I wish this was a dream, and when i would wake up everything would be better, or at lest i want to take my mind off it for a bit. just a minute, so i can feel better.
I wish my grandma was still alive, i want her to be here so i wont suffer anymore....