My grandma, my bestfriend
My grandma was my Bestfriend ever since I was little she was always there for me and I was always there with her through all he doctors appointments. She had diabetes so she would have to I to a place every week. March of 2004 she was put into the hospital she was in diabetic a coma at the time I was only 8 and I had no idea what happened or what it even meant. I thought she would just get better and come back home. I never got to see her before she died because my grandpa didn't want us kids to remember her as sick which I understand. But on April 1 2004 my mom had picked us up from school and sat us kids down and told us that my grandma had died. I didn't believe it I told her that it wasn't a very funny April fools joke. To this day I feel like I'm the only person that's still grieving over her death and its gunna be 10 years. I feel like I have no one I can trust to this day because she was my true Bestfriend. I don't know how to cope with this anymore. Is this normal?