by A 12 year old granddaughter
She was 65 years old. She was suffering from stage four pancreatic cancer . Even though all the symptoms were clearly visible, she got to know at the last moment. Almost 1 month after suffering through nausea, weakness she got a brainstoke which effected her whole right body and speech. She still could only move her left hand. I was shocked to see her . I could'nt see her suffer so much. Chemo did not do much
The tumour was in the head of the pancreas which was the main part.
there was a lot of phlegm. In her lungs and wind pipe.
Even after countless bloody and painful suctions she continued to suffer . S he used to make these groaning sounds which could not bare toe hear. She even had gangrene ( blackening and decayment of any body part due to no movement and blood flow.) her BP and O2 levels were haywire . Alas! on December 31 2012 at 12: 45 she died of instant stop of oxygen and BP.
I miss her so much ........ She was the most attached to me..... And used to do I everything for me and everyone
She did not deserve this!
I still feel guilty that I did not spend much time with her and saw her suffer helplessly.
Even though we knew it could happen any day....
I still had HOPE.