I was very neglectful of my grandparents when i got older. I am 23 now and i can just look back in time and remember spending every moment with my grandparents. He passed away from a stroke at 82, 2011.
After my grandfathers death i thought i would reconnect with my grandma, however it still has not happened. we only live 1 hour apart so i don't know why i don't reach out to her. I feel awkward, i wasn't there before and now im coming back around after a death? I feel like they will think that i am just trying to butter her up for a nice inheritance when she passes on. Not the case. not saying it wouldn't be nice but again not the case. I love them dearly. My grandpa always used to take my fishing. I always used to cook with my Grandma. we had the strongest bond between a grandma and grandson. i love them both so much and wish i could reach out and tell them both.
I love you grandma. im sorry that grandpa has died. im sorry that i was neglectful over the years. Please forgive me for all wrongs i have done. I will soon make it better. I Promise.