My Granny.

My Granny was 68 years old and died January 27th of 2012. Everybody misses her but, I feel like I'm the only one who truly misses her. I cry every day and night about her. You can even tell just by looking at me I'm sad and depressed. I've been suicidal sometimes cause I miss her so much and she made a giant impact on my life. I'm very quiet nowadays. She died of pneumonia and colon cancer spread into her liver. I have one last living memory of her in a hospital bed. It depresses me and just makes me feel terrible because that's all I have left of her. I miss her so much. Nothing can help me except of bringing her back. Which no one can do. I am 11 years old and I need help. It's just painful going to her house and being unable to say hello to her.

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Sep 12, 2012
Be strong
by: Anonymous

Omg. No. Suicide is the worst you can do. Trust me. I lost my grandpa at age 12 in 96. I'm now almost 30 and just 2 weeks ago lost my best friend my Gran. It sure hurts. Yes. My gran would want me to go on. Does that mean I don't cry, heck yea I cry. I cry over memories. I had the best lady in my life for almost 30 years. I now have her in my heart. I look up to the sky alot and I talk to her. I feel her around me alot. This loss you feel Is hard and rough and trust me I do know. But you don't give up !!! You have meaning in life. You are now living for your grandparent. Everything you do they will be proud. So I hope this helps you.

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