My Granny was 68 years old and died January 27th of 2012. Everybody misses her but, I feel like I'm the only one who truly misses her. I cry every day and night about her. You can even tell just by looking at me I'm sad and depressed. I've been suicidal sometimes cause I miss her so much and she made a giant impact on my life. I'm very quiet nowadays. She died of pneumonia and colon cancer spread into her liver. I have one last living memory of her in a hospital bed. It depresses me and just makes me feel terrible because that's all I have left of her. I miss her so much. Nothing can help me except of bringing her back. Which no one can do. I am 11 years old and I need help. It's just painful going to her house and being unable to say hello to her.