My Handsome son Jeremy
Jeremy had a heart bigger than anyone.He loved his family and friends.Jeremy came by to see me the night before my husband and I were going on vacation.Jeremy sat outside on the stairs with me.He said Moma I have a song for you that reminds me of us ,its called (Running moma crazy by plezz),so jeremy played me the song.He had been drinking a little he lived 3 blocks over at the aparments with his friends. As Jeremy was leaving the house I said I love you son,please go home,he did then went back out with some friends later that night. The next morning was sunday. I woke up,looked at my cell phone Jeremy had left me a text message saying,Im sorry for being a bad son, I love joseph and you, you raised me right.I called him back about 9 am, he didnt answer his phone, so I thought he probably went on to bed, he had been up all night clubbing with friends. About 15 minutes later the door bell rang,I thought who could that be this early on a sunday morning. I opened the door it was 2 police officers and a detective. My first thought was jeremy must had got into trouble. The detective asked if my name was debbie,I said yes, and do you have a son named Jeremy.I said yes, why? She said I dont know any other way of saying this so i will tell you (Jeremy shot himself this morning about 6:20)I said is he ok,they say no He Died. My world just ended!! Not my son ,not my jeremy!It will be coming up on a year june 27,He just had a birthday in may ,he was 26 years old.It seems like yesterday when my son left this world to be with Jesus.I know he is in heaven,I dont know how parents cope.I cant,it only gets worse.Please God give me strength,Im losing mine,I just want to be with my son!!