my heart aches....
its only been 32 hours ago since i had to make the decision to put you down you had been sick and not well all of a sudden you had fallen ill,you had always been there for me non judging and loveing no questions asked ,and the decision to put you to sleep as your liver had started to fail was like stabbing my self in the heart, i wasnt ready to say goodbye ,still cant beleave your gone i woke this morning and 4 a quick moment i had forgotten,just for a moment, then the reality hit me like a slap to the face,i feel like i betrayed you as you looked at me with fright and fear im so sorry panda (my cat),i miss you soooo much my heart aches. . its been 32 hours since you have gone, i cant beleave this pain lasts so long,my tears fall like a stormy day ,wishing the pain would ease slowly away,remembering what youve done for me,unconditional love inevatably,i miss you so much like a sunny day,cant wait till i meet you again someday,for now i will wait ,i have to beleave when its my time to come no more will i greive,to me you were family loveing and true till we meet again ill always love you. r.i.p. Panda. 13/4/2012.