My Heart and Soul My One & Only Love
(San Dimas Ca )
November 29 th 2011 was the the beginning of the hardest journey of my life. I was at work & got a call that my father was taken to the hospital by ambulance and quite critical. I immediatley called my husband who told me just go I will go if you want me to just come pick me up. I had to finish a few things at work before I could go to my dads since I was about halfway between my Dads & home I called my husband & told him I was just going to leave from work & go he told me to be careful & call him when I got there. When I was talking to my husband on the phone he sounded funny to me I asked what was wrong, he said I was working on the car & must have pulled a muscle in my back. I told him to take a hot shower that would help, he replied I will just wait until you get home. After I hung up the phone I had an overwhelming feeling something wasn't right, so I went home after calling my step mom to tell her I would be late. When I got home my husband was sitting in a chair and looked like he was not feeling well. He took a shower and said I'm going to lay down for a while. About 10 minutes later he came out & wanted to go to the hospital. He had a massive heart attack, but pulled out, had heart cath & stent, was released on December the 5th after signing out of the hospital AMA, because I would not leave his side to go see my dad. The next mornign we drove to my dads house he died 3 hours later. Then we received a call from our doctor to tell us my husband had a suspicious lung lesion found when he had an xray done in the ER. My life changed completely in just seconds. Sad to say he fought so hard and went through so much 56 radiation treatments, 18 rounds of chemotherapy which I knew he was doing for me, and lost the battle on January 18 th 2013. We were just kids when we fell in love got married at 18, everyone said we would never make it, March 23rd would have been 39 years. I miss him so much I dont know if my heart will ever heal. It hurts every minute of every day.