My husband Carl
On July 9, 2012 I lost my husband of 36 years to Cancer. We fought the battle for 7 years but as always cancer won. I am just empty and alone and miss his voice and touch so very much!! I promised him I would be okay without him because he needed to hear that but I am not okay and wonder will I ever be normal again. I pray he knows how hard I am trying to keep it all together. Everyone says, you are a strong woman you will be okay but he was my strength, my rock, my everything and now he is gone so how can I possibley be okay? Grieving is like a rollercoaster from Hell that never ends. I am taking it "one day at a time" and I pray to make it through each day with sanity.