My Husband, my friend, my lover, my everything
by Kay Grelck
I lost my husband 19 days ago,
I met Garry when I was 21 and he was 23, he was just out of the Navy, So handsome..it was love at first sight..we married 6 months later and were married 45 years when he passed.
My grieving keeps getting worse..I feel so sad, I cry all the time even as I write this letter. I feel I will never be happy again..I want to hold him so bad...
I don't know how to get rid of this pain and sadness..
My sister said to me today "It should be getting easier" Then I think am I normal or overreacting..
She has no idea what it's like..when your heart is so broken and no way to mend it.
I can't even make myself go to work and I need the money, the medical bills were not completely covered..my real estate is down to nothing since the economy went bad...I could lose the house on top of everything else..
I'm lost and don't know what to do