my husband the one I knew for 30 years

by belinds b
(lancaster,pa)

We didn't have a perfect marriage, far from it. But somehow we always seemed to be together. He was suffering for a long time, and no one could seemed to heal that suffering. That's what hurts the most, because I wish I could have reached him, now I miss him, I miss his laugh, and how he knew how to make me laugh. How i knew what he wanted, how I could somehow read his mind, and he could read mine. I miss you, more than you ever know, and now that your looking down on me, you have to know how much I loved you....