My husband was everything to me!
My husband passed away 83 days ago.
I really don't see how it will ever be ok.
He was my soul mate, my one true love and the most amazing person I have ever met.
We truly had a once in a lifetime love that all my friends were envious of.
I felt like life was perfect and there was no way it could get better.
Then that horrible awful day our fears were confirmed..... Cancer.
He fought for a year, and held on for me, as long as he could.
I watched this beautiful man suffer for so many months, just trying to beat this disease, but it wasn't God's plan.
I never ever pictured my life without my husband, and being a widow at 41 years old.
I always thought I was pretty independent.... I was wrong!
Not a day goes by that I don't need him.
I am thankful to God for bringing Richard into my life, and will treasure every memory always!
I just wish I knew how to live my life without him. I cry more often than I don't. Everything reminds me of him.
I've only had one dream about him, but it was the most wonderful REAL dream. I wish it could happen again.
I really miss him more than words can express.