My Irish

by Dawn

Mike, the love of my life, my best friend my everything. Sounds like a song, but its just my life with Mike. My husband born 11-24-48 to 2-17 2012. There should not be a period after that sentance. He should still be here, my heart refuses to accept that. I cant remember a love story about us right now. Is it my brains way of not dealing?? It has been 3 long months since cancer took my friend and my life as I knew it from me.
Mike was diagnosed with liver cancer Sept. 2009. Surgury was not an option. Transplant list for a short while, till tumor in the portal vain made that not an option. Then just buying time with treatments till Dec.2011. Then just knowing time was coming and accepting that. As a family and us we managed to do just that. Live life, precious life, for all its worth. We laughed till his last breath and peace was are best friend. There was no preparing for life after Mike. Now I have no control.I stuggle to contol my emotions. I cant make even simple decisions. (wait a year is GREAT advice) I have a hard time breathing.Focus is a F word in the dictionary. We were together 26 years, half my life. I would do it all over again even knowing I would wind up here. But.. I dont want to hurt just give me five minutes to just not to feel. So this my song. I will Love You always and forever ,and a day, My Husband Mike

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