I lost my fiance june 25th 2011 in a car accident. just 2 months before our little boy was born. He was so excited and had so many plans for him. A life that we had planned together is not only mine. I live with so much regret we got into an argument an hr before he passed because i would not stay at the house with him i was going to meet my family to go through my grandmothers things who had passed 2 years before. something that was very weird for him to get upset about. So the last thing i said to him was whatever and then on top of it the reason he was driving is cuz i asked to come get me. I had a feeling to turn around as we watched each other till we were out of sight but i ignored it, i think every day how i should have stayed or not asked him to go how i should have fixed things before i left, instead of thinking i would figure out what was going on when i got home. I cant even except he is gone we had been freinds for half of our lives and he'd become my life and now to have him gone is killing me i dont know what to do!!