My life my choice...
I can and will be happy again
I want to stop counting the months he died. (1 year 4 months today 4/6/11)
I want my life to start today.
I want to choose what direction my life goes without grief as my anchor.
I want my past to be a lesson for my future.
I want the courage to take life in any direction that I choose.
I do not want death and fear to conquer happiness.
I want to live "today is the first day of the rest of my life"
I want to love again starting with myself.
And I will embrace happiness with both hands grabbing on tightly. Life is meant to be lived not regretted...