My life went upside down since I was 4 yrs. old.............
I was molested by my older cousins and the other boy's from 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, and 9 yrs. old through from a small town. We moved to a bigger town and that was my breaking point (escape). I have lost close friends and cousins, aunts, uncles, grandma when I was 16yrs, parents separate. When I was 17yrs, my first love; when I was 18yrs, gave my first child; when I was 20yrs, 2 nephews; my grandfather I was 28yrs; loss of cousin I was 29yrs; went blank and loss of a cousin automobile; 31yrs, loss of great aunt and baby brother; when I was 32yrs, loss of aunt; when I was 33yrs, loss a uncle; when I was 34yrs, loss and a divorce when I was 35yrs, and then I loss more people. I don't remember..... Yes, I have carried a lot of losses through out my life. Now, I am going through the grievings and I am doing all the new information that has given to me. How to heal my pain. One day at a time and sometimes one minute at a time. or even seconds. In December of this year it will be 2years that I finally reached out for help. Beginning of this yr. I am finally comfortable sharing my life story.... |
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