MY LIFE WITHOUT MY WIFE

by IRWUN M. DRESNER
(SYOSSET, NEW YORK, USA)

MY LIFE WITHOUT MY WIFE BY IRWIN M. DRESNER 10/5/2011

GOD YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW IT IS ON EARTH BY MYSELF.
I CANNOT GO THRU EACH DAY WITHOUT TEARS IN MY EYES.
THE NIGHTS ARE PAINFUL AND I DO NOT WANT TO WAKE UP.
I TRULY DO NOT HAVE A SOUL IN THIS WORLD AS I GROW OLD.
I FEEL THAT I MUST END THIS THING CALLED MY LIFE.
I CAN SUFFER NO LONGER.,
I TRULY WILL NEVER HAVE ANYONE IN MY ARMS ANYMORE.
NOT SINCE I LOST THE ONE THAT I ADORE.
THE DAYS COME AND THE DAYS GO.
BUT MY GREAT GRIEF CONTINUES TO FLOW.

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Apr 16, 2012
My Life without my wife
by: Bill

I too lost my wife the same day you lost yours Oct 5 2011, 5:33p.m.due to a horrible cancer that took her in 2 1/2 months. I was five inches away from her face when she took her last breath. There was just us two. No children or much family. We did every thing together, I always carried her purse. People at the stores thought that was sweet. I miss her every single day. I cry every single day and I don't know how I will go on without her. She was my girl. She always had a plan. I was so dependent on her that I don't know what to do hour to hour much less day to day. We were married twenty years, together for 28.The only thing I can think is that God has a plan for me. Otherwise I feel I have no purpose here at all. I am not a religious person by any means but I do believe in God. I pray that he helps you and me. If you ever want to talk my e-mail is dadja1@hotmail.com

Apr 14, 2012
Hope..
by: VJ

Irwun, I read your poem. I felt the pain and torment you are feeling from your wife's death. I lost my daughter over two yr's ago. I took what you said seriously. Please Do Not harm yourself- if you are truly considering this. As horribly painful as it is right now without your soulmate, you need to know your life is valuable. I don't know much about you but that your aching and missing your wife. Life is hell for you now. I believe you want to live and be happy again one day. You came here looking for help and support. I care and I am sure there are others that do. I am in a better place now. It is not perfect but the pain is less and I have hope. Please if you feel your going to harm yourself Go to the ER. I am leaving you my email. You can contact me if you would like. Your wife is with you. Her spirit lives on.

I will keep you in my prayers.

VJ vjh829@yahoo.com

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