My little brother Terry
My little brother lived with me and my husband and two girls,
We were extremely close, he made me laugh and we often acted silly together.
I went on holiday a few weeks ago, and he looked after the dogs and the house, he was happy and things were looking bright for him.
The first week of my holiday had gone by, I had emailed my brother to see how everything was going back home, he had replied, everything was good, I emailed again, and I heard nothing and I didn't think anything of it. A few days later I had a call on holiday and was to my brother had passed away, it was the worst news I had ever heard, I was a complete mess and I cannot describe the pain inside. I still checked the email everyday, hoping he would send one back.
He was found at my house, in the hall way, I'm not sure how long he had been there,it was just the worst thing to come home to, I am truly devastated and everyday is so hard to go on, I miss him so so much. The worst thing is we are still awaiting the cause of death and it is agonizing. Although he had a huge turn out at the funeral because he was such a great person, I just want him back.
I can't sleep at night, i just lay crying and sobbing, all I can think of is him lying downstairs all alone, maybe in pain or suffering, I just don't know what happened,
He had type 1 diabetes, and struggled to lead a happy life with this illness, maybe this was the reason, I will just have to wait to find out. My pain is agonizing.