My Little Girl

by Liz Rice
(Otsego, MI)

Lucky : )

Lucky : )

My guinea pig, Lucky, came to me when I was 13 years old (2003). We had so many good times. We'd watch movies together, I'd sing to her, I'd dress her up in little outfits... the ones that are meant for chihuahuas. I personally think she loved it! I always picked on her. And pretended she was my little baby.

Then a couple of weeks ago, she started acting funny. She wouldn't eat anything, and would barely drink her water. Then, I noticed a lump on her stomach. I was scared, so I took her to the vets. They took a sample of the lump, thinking it could be cancer. They said they weren't 100% sure what it was. They weren't trained pathologists. They said they could send the sample to one to find out for sure. The vet also noticed a little sore on the bottom of her foot. He thought it could also be an infection that caused the lump. So he sent me home with some meds for her, hoping that was the problem.

About a week later, I noticed an improvement. She started eating more, & she was drinking. But, she went downhill. One night, she started falling over onto her right side. Her eyes were also moving back and forth (which I later found out was nystagmus). So I rushed her into Kalamazoo, to an emergency vet. He examined her and came to the conclusion of vestibular disease. He said she also had an ear infection. So her equilibrium was thrown off, due to both the infection and the disease. He told me to clean her ears out every day and keep giving her the meds. No problem. (Or so I thought).

After a couple of days, I saw some progress. It was like she was almost her old self again - giving me the occasional lick on the face when snuggling with her. Then, she lost some weight. And was eating less - not to the point where she stopped completely. But less. And I had to make her drink with the help of a syringe. She didn't really care for that.

Then, this morning, my mom woke me up and said that something was wrong with her. She said she was holding her for about an hour, and noticed the unusual behavior. When she realized what was going on, she brought her into my room. She put her in my arms, and I saw what she meant. Her legs were stretched out, and she was lying on her side. So, I kissed her and cuddled with her for a few moments. When I looked down at her, I watched her take her last breath. Her leg twitched a couple of times, and then she was gone.

I am absolutely broken-hearted. I honestly didn't think she would die. At least not this soon. It all sounds absurd. Like I'm sleeping and having a huge nightmare. She's supposed to be here. I can't believe she's gone. I can't believe I'll never hold her again, or get one of her piggy kisses. She's my little girl, and I love her SO much!! I still can't grasp it yet. I opened the fridge to get her dinner tonight, and then I realized. So I bursted into tears once again.

My friends and neighbors don't understand how I can be this upset. They show sympathy, but they don't truly understand. They obviously don't have that kind of connection with anything (pet or human). So, I appreciate their "sympathy." But, I don't listen to them when they give me "She was just a pet." Because she WASN'T. She was so much more than that. There isn't a guinea pig out there that can measure up to her. She was as good as it gets.

And I'm going to miss her immensely. :'(

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Feb 22, 2009
Sweet sad story...
by: Anonymous

Liz,

What a beautiful story. I am so sorry that you lost your beloved little pig. Take the time to grieve as long as you need to. Don't worry about what people think, they'll even say some cold things like it was just a guinea pig. The fact that you are taking this so hard just proves you have a big heart!

Best wishes, hang in there, you will feel better in time, Liz.

Feb 21, 2009
Piggy
by: NIcki

I know I already told ya all this, but it will get better with time. Make sure you take time to cry and remember her, it will make you feel better! If ya need anything we are here for ya!

Feb 21, 2009
Your loss.............
by: Sheila Joyce Gibbs

Dear Liz:
Oh my.......how losing a loved one cuts like a knife ! Yes, I understand, very much so !!
And pets are not just pets, no !
They are loving, kind, thoughtful, and devoted to you !

I wouldn't give up our two Tabbys for anything !
They love me no matter what..............
They're always around, especially when I weep...

Just remember and I truly believe, our Animals who have been created by God, and gifts from Him,
they too, have a place in Heaven.............
So, she's probably looking down, watching &
thinking, 'How can I tell her I'm okay?'

Sweetheart, you've got your whole life ahead of you....and this is an experience you didn't want,
oh to have things the way they were........But God has a special plan for you.........
This trial in your life will help you in your future, as He will too !

Take care & I'll remember you in my Prayer !

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