My little momma
I am truly devestated. As I sit and write this I am in shock and disbelief. From the time of diagnosis to her time of death I had 10 days with this wonderful woman.
My confidant, my shopping partner, my friend.
She could work circles around her kids and grandkids until 2008 when she slowed down due to kidney disease but, we managed this and she just went on doing all the things she did.
Then on Oct 19 we got the news of Stage IV lung cancer. What???????? She had never smoked in her life. She made the decision to have nothing done after her doctors told her she had 4-6 months to live wihout any treatment but with treatment they HOPEFULLY could double the prognosis. They explained she would get very sick and not be able to eat and if she did she probably would not be able to keep it down, she would get sores in her mouth and nose and would lose her hair. At which time she informed them she did not feel sick so why would she make herself sick just to live 6 more months.
We lost my little momma Oct 29, 10 days after her diagnosis. I do not know why. I have tell myself God did not want her to suffer.
We lay this wonderful person to rest day after tomorrow in the cemetary up on the hill above her parents.
She was with me when I took my first breath and I was with her when she took her last.