My Little Princess...
by Holly W
PLEASE READ NEED MAJOR HELP :( :( :(
Layla Louie LuLu -- My Yorkie <3
My baby girl.. my little princess.. my WORLD.. my best friend. passed away 2days ago.. at the AGE of 4. we bought her from a breeder when she was 4months old. She had no known health problems expect for allergies and lack of tear ducts in her eyes which we brought her to an eye specialist and had her on the best eye meds. She was so playful, loving, sweet, whenever i cryed she would lick away my tears. She had the best personality.. she made me laugh and smile in everything cute and funny she did. She was the light of my life and my family's life.
About a month ago she puked a few times and had bloody poops. She ate still and was lively and still herself but we were very worried and brought her 2 the vet, he gave us a list of tests and treatments that added up to 600$.. my mother and I thought wow thats alot.. lets just buy the meds for 200$ and see if she gets better if not we will do the tests. He gave her IV to hydrate her and sent us home with anti-vomiting meds and anti pooping meds. I gave her the meds and this special food for tummy upsets. She seemed to be doing 10x better. I was so relived and happy. We just went on and lived our lives with our little baby girl.!
On tuesday night she had an appotiment to go see becky, her groomer at petsmart. My mom drove her and i picked her up. She looked so cute with her little halloween bows in her hair. She came back thirsty as always and tired. I was so glad she was home safe we cuddle and went to sleep. Next day she wouldn't eat or drink. She slept ALL day .. we were getting worried. Sometimes she does act strange after being groomed cuz its not her favorite thing to do..my mom booked her another appt for friday AM to be seen, we thought maybe the issue from before is coming back. She puked twice. But her main problem was not eating and drinking and just so sleepy. I started giving her water by injecting it in her mouth so she wouldn't dehydrate. We got her to eat little chicken before bed.
She and i went to sleep i woke up 2hours later to find her very uncomfortable and having fast rapid breathing. I ran to woke up my parents and my mom comforted her. We called an clinical open 24 hours the lady tryed 2 help.. told us to put honey on her gums.. she drank alot of water. She wanted to go into my grandma's room who she Loved SO MUCH .. we debated weather or not to bring her to the hospital or just wait 5hours till her appt time. We figured she would make it to the morning time.
My grandma woke us up saying "layla died"... We were ALL SOO SHOCKED!! We really never thought this would happen.. so soon. Just came on so soon and died SOOO Fast. I would not go NEAR the body.. i just CRYED and CRYED.. my parents said her tongue was hanging out and little while after she just bleed out alot of blood. My parents took her to the vet... we planned on having her cremated.
The doctor said he has NOOO idea what happened or what killed her. So we can choose to pay 500$ to have a 50/50 chance of knowing whats wrong by doing a dog autopsy.. the thought of my baby girl being cut apart KILLS me and makes me whole family and i SICK. We cant decide what to do. We want to know SO bad what killed our precious baby.. why her life was taking away at 4years old.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE any advice on what to do.. should we do it the horrible test that MAY or MAY not show wat killed her or just have her cremated and go on wondering WHY WHY WHY. what is the RIGHT thing to do.
I cant stop crying. i cant eat. i cant sleep. I want my baby back SO SO BAD. id give up anything to have her in my arms again. i Feel SOO MUCH GUILT. I keep thinking what if, what if, what if. I have millions of thoughts going on. I dont want to live without her. She deserved the LONGEST life and i feel we could have done more to make that happen..
She was the best girl in the world. I will love her till the day i die. <3
Thank you for reading this. I know my baby would have appreciated it.