My Love, (Francis P. Holt)
by Hope M. Holt
(Tappy Happy (not) VA.)
I Hope that The life that I am carving out for Boo and I meets your expectations. I feel that I do not give the other kids the support that they need. Being strong throughout your illness. Your death has made me weak of mind and soul. I carry on do all that I can to avoid your memories. Still weep when they slap me in the face 7 months later. Work HARD; work seems to be the only escape yet, you are there... a lurking memory behind every project I attempt. I Know that you are watching over the kids as well as myself because I can feel you at the oddest times.
Please Watch Over K. and F. as they miss you most dearly and nothing, nothing I can say will soothe them, so they cling on to each other and thank god for that.
I Miss you My Love, Oh so much..Keep us all strong. You were our everything....HH