My Love, (Francis P. Holt)

by Hope M. Holt
(Tappy Happy (not) VA.)

I Hope that The life that I am carving out for Boo and I meets your expectations. I feel that I do not give the other kids the support that they need. Being strong throughout your illness. Your death has made me weak of mind and soul. I carry on do all that I can to avoid your memories. Still weep when they slap me in the face 7 months later. Work HARD; work seems to be the only escape yet, you are there... a lurking memory behind every project I attempt. I Know that you are watching over the kids as well as myself because I can feel you at the oddest times.
Please Watch Over K. and F. as they miss you most dearly and nothing, nothing I can say will soothe them, so they cling on to each other and thank god for that.

I Miss you My Love, Oh so much..Keep us all strong. You were our everything....HH

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Oct 02, 2011
My Love...
by: Me again...

My Love,

It is a cold day today. The 2nd of October 2011 which means that I am into the 2nd Fall since you died. I am just now beginning to experience the thrill of Halloween. I swore that I would never celebrate another without you. My exact words were #@$%^&* Halloween last year. But our youngest expected.....something. After 13 years of Halloween parties our version of family time what would you expect he is just13 himself.

That would mean that the 2nd Christmas comes and that will bring more pain. But I am surviving the seasons so much better, At one time I thought the world dare not revolve with out you in it. But time does heal as much as I hate the phrase to be true.

I Miss and Love you still and always will...
Your wife forever...

Jul 22, 2010
7 months and running

There is no time line for when the strenth returns and when we get better. Just keep reaching for the rainbow...

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