We were together for 3 years and it was a very rocky road from the start. I met her with 2 girls on mentally challenged and she lived at her moms. I fell so quickly for her 31 beauty and winning personality. It soon changed after we got married. She was pregnant with our child who is now 3 and that was so difficult of a time because her hormones were so out of whack. She got angry a lot and punched me and started hitting. We tried to work it out for so long but there was regret on booth sides. After I lost my job she got one and that's when all the whole world came down on me. I watched the kids she worked and started messing around with other guys. Caught her on Face Book with a fling. She lied to me so much threw out the relationship it was hard for me to ever trust her. I am left with so many questions unanswered because she can not come out and tell me the truth. I live now every day wishing and hoping I could have her back and make things work but she told me that she does not love me and has no feelings for me anymore. That's the big thing that hurts so much. She still lies to me all the time telling me there is no other guy but us men know when we get that feeling in the pit of our stomachs that there is something going on there usually is. I have so much more to say but it hurts deep. Sorry for the sloppy writing.
