My Love, My Husband, My Buddy
It's been only 3 weeks since since my husband Chris left me and went to heaven. It seems like an eternity. Family left, I am alone in the house now and the grief is so overwhelming, it physically hurts.
I spent the last 8 months watching the wonderful, vibrant man I married 33 years ago, slowly deteriorate and die from metastatic melanoma. He was my best friend....We did everything together. How will I navigate thru the rest of my life without him? I am trying to take this day by day, trying to remain optimistic, it is just soooo hard. I am so scatterbrained and disjointed.