My Love of my Life passed on 2 weeks ago , 21 April 2012

by Bridgett Morkel
(Big Bend , Swaziland)

We live and work in Swaziland, on the 11th April 2012 took him to Durban for a full check-up, admitteded hospital on the 17th April 2012 for more observations and tests, he died 4 days later the 21st April at 3.35am, I have not mourned, funeral arrangements had to be taken care of because of his culture, then the business issues and obviously more stress. He has given me strict instructions regarding his children, mother and business and staff on the 16th April, he had a premonition , I cannot eat nor sleep and waiting up between 3 and 3.30 in the morning for the past 3 weeks. I miss him so much and to block everything of what happened , I am telling myself his gone out and will be back soon to avoid the pain and hurt I am feeling, no family around for support.

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May 09, 2012
Lifes journey
by: Carole

I too lost my love of my life, 19 weeks ago. You will feel numb and have good and bad days, me I had a bad one today, I broke down at work for no reason this grief thing just hits you sometimes. You need to sleep, go to your Doctor and tell him/her and they will give you something to help you rest. I still have many nights when I need to take a tablet to help me sleep.
The whole logistics of someone dying is so stressful I too had issues with money, property and these need to be addressed and even this time on there are still things to sort out. All I can say is take your time, people (especially from companies) are supportive and some are very understanding of the situation. Please take care of you, (it seems funny saying this as I am being told this all the time) My thoughts and wishes are with you at this hard time xx

May 08, 2012
I am so sorry for your loss
by: Anonymous


Your story makes me so sad and resonates with me. My daughter died 10 weeks ago on the 29 of Feb.
She too was ill and died very quickly and unexpectedly.

You will likely go through periods of being numb and feeling like this is unreal. You may also feel like your world has been destroyed and you can't go on. This is a terrible process that will surprise you on a daily basis with how often your emotions will change.

All of here have gone through or are going through the same kind of loss you are. All I can say is that you're not alone. Don't be afraid to feel your pain. It will come back twice as hard and last longer if you do. Keep breathing.

I will keep you in my prayers.

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