My loving girlfriend

by Barb

My rock my shoulder to cry, my best friend is gone. i woke up to you cold not breathing . i try everyting i can do to save you. but i couldnt i couldnt give you the safe and promise to love you always. you was there to be my shoulder to lean on during my mom passing now who is my shoulder to lean on. it only 9 months since my mother passed. and now i hearing stories of how u she played me. her sister tells me she loved me and i was the one but other stories tells me other wise. so what do i? i lose my mother feb 16 and her at sept 13 waking up to her passed. and deal with the funeral and her family and friends i never met much. it seems she had a double life. i was wondering couldi be the one with the blinders on all my time with her. i mad at her i miss her love her but so emotions i dnt know what to do. any advice plz help but i have 5 yr old boy who loved her and his grandma.

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