I lost my son in February of 2011. He had just a cold and was having trouble breathing..took him to the ER and they said go home and just keep what you are doing..it is the flu....less than 24 hours later my son passed away. Our family was broken. What was once a happy family is no more. Thank god we are so close and help each other. I as his mom have trouble dealing with his death. It was so sudden you question What Just Happenned. I told him do not worry mommy is here and I will not let anything happen to you....You see I gave my son life but I could not save him. He was so handsome, funny, loving and always looking out for everyone. My days are sad BUT I go on..knowing that every step of the way he is right beside me saying Mom I love you, I am here, I am alright. My heart aches everyday..and I get a sick feeling in my stomach...I want to see, feel and hear him again and I can't. My son was 32 when he passed. He was so full of life...He never was married or had children. That makes me sad...He would have been a great father and husband...He missed out on life but the life he lived was GRAND.....