My Michael


I lost my son in February of 2011. He had just a cold and was having trouble breathing..took him to the ER and they said go home and just keep what you are is the flu....less than 24 hours later my son passed away. Our family was broken. What was once a happy family is no more. Thank god we are so close and help each other. I as his mom have trouble dealing with his death. It was so sudden you question What Just Happenned. I told him do not worry mommy is here and I will not let anything happen to you....You see I gave my son life but I could not save him. He was so handsome, funny, loving and always looking out for everyone. My days are sad BUT I go on..knowing that every step of the way he is right beside me saying Mom I love you, I am here, I am alright. My heart aches everyday..and I get a sick feeling in my stomach...I want to see, feel and hear him again and I can't. My son was 32 when he passed. He was so full of life...He never was married or had children. That makes me sad...He would have been a great father and husband...He missed out on life but the life he lived was GRAND.....

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Nov 19, 2013
Thanks for sharing
by: Ina Lynn

Michael's mom! What an awesome story of courage and strength. I just lost my son Anthony 11/1/13. As you said I can't touch him, hear his beautiful voice call me ma, or smell him anymore. I know that my life will never be the same. I get that feeling in the pit of my stomach every day, its pain, a pain that I never new existed. I am glad that through the pain you are still able to go on. I hope to be at that place one day. May God bless you each day and give you strength and peace.

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