My mom my life my love
I lost my mother last may 13,2009, tomorrow will be her fourth month. I still live with my dad, i'm the youngest and the only girl in the family. I'm the only one who is single, ever since then my mom has been so loving and caring to us all. She devoted her life to us, a great and wonderful mom even though sometimes life was just so hard for us.
A year before my mother died, we lost our house, it was a house where we all grew up, had happy times with our family, and my dad was diagnosed with a severe depression due to the loss of our home.
But my mom was very strong and has always been a woman of faith, she taught me how to love the Lord more than anything else in this world. She taught me that life may give some curve balls but we have to be strong and never question his will for us. My mom never gave up on my dad no matter how hard it was living with a man who has depression, and even though my mom was feeling some pain, she never complained and still smiles. She always wants to be happy in spite of how hard life was for us.
One day i stayed at my brother's house to baby sit his kids, then one morning my father called me up and told me that mom just couldn't wake up anymore and i can't believe what i heard. i was thinking maybe mom is just kidding my dad around so i rushed home then i saw mom..just sleeping and didn't wake up...
i hugged her and cried with all my heart..i kissed and hugged her so much hoping for her to wake up...but then she was gone. The doctor said she died of a heart attack and though my family and friends are telling me that my mom is in a much better place now, still it's so hard for me not to miss her...
I feel like a little child lost in the woods without someone to show me the way. My mom and I we were the best of friends, we were so close that i can't help but to miss her. I really hope I can go on with my life accepting it with my whole heart. I know my mom would really want for me to have a better and healthier life.
I miss you soo much mama, I'm sorry if sometimes i'm so sad that when i arrived home i don't see you in the bedroom and greeting me asking me how was my day..cooking my favorite spaghetti..i miss our daily talks and i miss having you in my life ma...if only i got the chance of seeing you again to hug and kiss you.
I love soo much mama, you have been the most wonderful and amazing mom to me i am so blessed that God gave you to us and now that you are with our creator I know you are much happier and in peace. I love you and I will always remember you.