My Mom, my Rock
On September 24, 2010 my mother had a massive heart attack from which she never recovered.She was in the ICU for three days never regaining consciousness on a ventilator. When all the meds stopped working for her I told them to turn the machines off. I was at her side the whole time wishing, hoping, praying that she would wake up. She never did. On that early Monday morning my life changed forever. I love and miss her so so much. She used to call me everyday. She even called me the morning of her heart attack but I did not hear the phone and she left a message. She sounded fine and only a few hours later she was gone. I don't think she ever really recovered.I had the message on my phone but somehow it got erased. I just wish I could hear her voice right now. I just love her so very much and need her now more than ever. So much has happened in my life since she has been gone and I need to talk to her in person. I do talk to her daily and ask her to give me strength and I know she does as I can feel it. I sit here crying as I write this and I know I need to let it out more. Thank you for this opportunity to do so.