My mom the legend
I lost my mom on the 29th July 2014 at about 4pm. That was the most horrible day of my life. She has always been sick, with Asthma, sugar diabetes even took insulins 4 times a day, she had high blood, athritis, so for many years me and my siblings would see her going in and out of hospitals, and we took care of her always making sure that she gets the care and the love she deserves, it was this year when she went to icu the second time around that I felt her slip through my fingers, seeing her in that much pain almost killed me, everyday when I saw her it tore me apart she couldn't even speak as her heart had failed then on the 28th the doctor told me that both her kidneys had failed and that she was no longer responding to medication, it was on tuesday that fateful day when I had to watch my mom take her last breathe my whole world crushed right infront of my eyes as I knew that I had lost the love of my life forever. I take each day as it comes, some days the pain is too much some days I do get by, how do I erase 28 years of my life of living with this woman, she loved me I knew that and she did know how much I loved her and I did get to see her go away even say goodbye even feel that she is in a better place now and not in pain anymore but still the pain doesn't go away. Everyday comes with pain and sadness everytime I think of her.