by Hayley Cimochowski.
my mom and me.
I lost my mom when i was 10 years old. I lost my mom 11 days after my 10th birthday. My mom had brain cancer, and after a year of it she passed away. She had surgery, chemo, radiation, after the surgery the tumor grew back from stress. Guess who was blamed for that? Me! My moms boyfriend\Husband blamed me. Told me i was the stressed that caused it too grow back. I had no idea what cancer was at the time and did not know she was terminally ill. I thought cancer was like a cold, that she would get better. I never really got to know my mom, because my mom and my dad got divorced before i was 5. I basically watched her die, without even knowing it. There is not a day i go without thinking about her. She went from beautiful to ugly. That really kills me to say. I'm am now 15, almost 16. It's been about 5 years now. I just really want my mom, it's hard being a girl without a mom.