my mom

my mom died 2 weeks ago from alzeimers.she was my everyathing. she was my best friend.she loved me unconditionally. i cant eat and i have no desire to do anything. i cry and cry.i have my husband aqnd son for great support, but i cant deal with this one. im usually strong, but this threw me. my dad died 17 years ago from cancer. i love them the same, but i cop4ed better before. maybe because my mom was there. i know we lose parents and i was always strong. my mom made me strong, but now---i cant do it.i want to be me again. everyone says it takes time. i know aqll that, but im just not me. i wish i told her more often how much i loved her.

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Jul 17, 2012
my mom
by: Anonymous

thank you so much for your kind words in which i am going thru the worst time in my life. in see you understand everything and in understand how you coped and got thru this. sometimes i get a few hrs where i feel a little better, but then it hits me for days afterwards. i know i have a broken heart and it takes a lot of time to heal. how strong i once was because my mom taught me to be strong, but this---sometimes i think it finally broke me. my husband and son are great support, but i realize i have to do this. no one cann do it for me. i want to 1 day wake up and not be the person i was, but a much better one. i want my mom to be proud of me.

Jun 29, 2012
I share your pain
by: Anonymous

My Mom too passed on; she left this world for the next in October of last year and it was a very unexpected event. She was a strong and amazing woman who made me the woman I am today. My Dad had passed away many many years before, but living life without Mama has been a journey each day. I realize now I didn't "lose" her; she watches over me and she is a part of me as I am a part of her. Much like you I sobbed for days, weeks, and even months. I believe now that I am healed; there is a season of grief that we all must walk through. I am a Christia and found that I drew closer to God through this experience. I enrolled myself in daily grief emails at
I found the short messages and prayers received each day through email assisted me greatly in my walk of grief. My thoughts and prayers are with you. God can give you comfort in this very difficult time; just talk to Him and He will help you.

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