My Mother was my very best friend.
My Mom died last Thanksgiving of lung cancer. We were so close. She was my best friend in the world. I miss her so much. I can't stop crying. Whenever Im alone I cry. How do you go on when the person who you were the closest to is gone. The is so bad. I feel like no one understands and yet I know they do. I know she would want me to move on but it is so hard. She had so many struggles in life and I feel she never got a chance to have peace in life. All these feelings flood over me and I tell myself it's normal to feel sad but I want to move on and not be so sad but I'm lost without my Mom. She was bigger than life to me. How do I get on with my life when I feel half of it is gone?