My multiple death experience. Aka nightmare that I have not woken up from
My Paternal Aunt died At the end of dec 2011 and was buried mid jan of 2012 of illness. My Dad died July 6 th. my brother killed him. Horrifying to say the least. In the only sibling and my dad was divorced. I was the one to take care of everything through this emotional shock and terror. Then my paternal grandma that was like a mon to me snd helped raise me died beginning November. Then my maternal grandpa died the day after Thanksgiving. I have grieved so heavily my heart hurts so bad. I just want this year to be over and find peace. I don't think I will understand especially my dads tragic death hurts so much and I miss and love him so much I cannot believe he's really dead. It doesn't sem real. He was too young to die leaving behind me and my 4 yr son.