My Mum, My Beautiful lil Angel.
My Mum has just recently passed away on 30th march 2012 to Lung Cancer and I just feel so lost and empty and the rest of my family are so lost, my Dad doesnt know what to do with him self he worshipped the ground she walked on, at times I just feel has though I cannot go on anymore it is so hard cause I have always been so close to my Mum. I have been off work for 5 weeks now I went back today but I just didn't feel right at all cause I was just thinking about My Mum all the time people say it will get easier but I don't know it works different ways for other people, I cannot sleep at night it's 5am when i am getting to sleep. when Mum was taken to Christies in Manchester on 28th march Mum was belting the doctor was really pleased with her x rays but was just concerned about Mum's red and white blood cells as before it was just the white cells, the doctor said for her to have a blood transfusion that was booked for Monday, but Mum deteriated Thursday Mum was asleep most of day come Friday Mum wasn't well at all she was taken into ambulance we me and Dad went to hospital, but seeing my mum not being to breathe properly killed me I just wanted to take over and breathe for her. Later on through the night Mum's breathing got a little bit better her sister came down and we was in the room when mum took 3 little breathes her head went to one side and that was it my beautiful lil angel had gone, gone to heaven. I really love you mum so so very much and I just want to say how very proud of you I couldn't of asked for a better mum you did a fantastic job. night night my lil princess sweet dreams xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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