my mum my best friend

by lynda graham
(scotland)

I lost my mum 3 weeks ago. It's the worst feeling in the world. I've never felt like this before.
It was so sudden, she was only 63 and had a major heart attack.

I look for her every day, I feel it's not really happened she just is on holiday and coming back to us.

Even I went to the hospital and the funeral parlor.

people say it gets better, I don't think it can possibly get better when you've lost so much.