My mum my life my best friend

by eppie malik
(west yorkshire )

I am now 27 years of age i lost my father in 1999 i was 12 years of age thats the day my world fell to pieces but for my mother together we had to put pieces back into our world and we did but there was always that piece missing. i never left my mothers side i grew up got married went to University obtained a degree had children and still it was my mum and me she became ill with COPD and started to get weak we never lived a day apart even married with children we lived together i would take her to university with me sit her in a wheelchair one child walking the baby on her knee anything was possible cos we would do it together she really was my life i devoted my whole time life and choices around her she was my number one we walked a journey of struggle together and promised each other wed be in it together till the end it kills me that day came she was dying i held her hand while she looked in my eyes i knew shed had enough but could not cry i told her to let go and not hold on no more i knew she was only holding on for me but i knew her pain and i could not stand to see so i told her to go go be with my dad and as always she listened and that was the last day that i had it hurts so much cos i dont know who i am without her now everything that was once possible is impossible i lost my m other 15th August 2011 and now i have to suffer until she opens my gates of heaven

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Dec 26, 2013
Mothers love
by: Anonymous

A mothers love is eternal, and those who return that love will one day again meet their mother in heaven

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