My Name is Yvonne
My husband died July 19,2010. I have been coming to this site since August. I have probably written over half of the the anonymous postings. I haven't put my name on because I am -I guess for lack of a better word -SHY. My children, friends and neighbors want me to go to some kind of group. but I really can't talk to people very well, A lot of you have asked my name in many of your comments-so here I go.
Roger and I were married 33 years. Our anniversary is coming up , March 11th. He was diagnosed with lung cancer and we were told he had six months to live. Six days later he passed away. He was my rock. I miss him so much it hurts. I teach school. It is funny because when I am at work I feel pretty normal. But when I get in the car to go home to an empty house I cry all the way. Even after six months.
You have all been so kind. And it is nice to know I am not crazy, that others feel this way. Thank you for your comments and support. Sometimes I feel so alone. To be alone forever is such a long time!