OK so you now what sucks about loosing someone that u love so much there in a better place but your here picking up all the pies of whats happen its like you cant go on with life it feels like i will never be happy and that sucks to thank . because i just wont to be happy again but i cant i have so much pain in me its not even funny. and people tell me i am strong but i am not because if i was i could get over loosing my Nana its been like 8 months since she died and i am still cant get over it or be happy i just wont ever tang go back to how it was her here hugging me kissing me telling me everything OK me being happy and not sad . how do u go on i pray over night and day it will . i wont to be happy again so bad how do i get over this kinda pain.